The idea of a physical form is an incomprehensible one. My preferred visual representation is fluid and undefinable. the depiction of myself with ears and a tail is quite common and is primarily connected to my therian identity, and the younger version of me who's prefered form of play was wolf pack roleplay on the playground. i connect with a collection of visuals. pointy eared canines, elements from minecraft, spiders and bugs, tuxedo and black cats, many aspects from medieval fantasy, and lots of the color purple...mm.. i believe the importance these depictions have to me is likely connected to my gender identity and insecurity surrounding the emotional rendering of my physical form by outside parties. i guess the disallowance to be perceived in the way you view yourself can have that effect. i always had the idea that i had a responsibility to live up to what people saw me as, and that was undoubtedly damaging. because of that experience, i think it left me overly concerned with how i was drawing myself and with a lot of anxiety about the very specific way i was depicted. I'm sure one day I'll find the solution.
ARTISTIC RECREATIONS
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NAME: I am a being of many names. I am known by many as Scourge, Zane, and some even know me as jeff the killer. woah.
GENDER/SEX: Debatable.
PRONOUNS: He/Him, It/Its, maybe even a few They/Thems.
SPAWN DATE: 5/12 (m/d) about 900 years ago. still a minor by vampire standards
STRENGTHS: Minecraft trivia, ulatmite showdown of ultamite destiny kareoke, collecting strange gifs, tumblr reblogging, wearing socks, minesweeper, ipod solitare.
WEAKNESSES: Responding to texts, math homework, distraction via cat or yummy sweet treat, animal jam economy, capitalism, times new roman.
GOALS: make enough money to survive without submitting myself to grueling working conditions. make a minecraft parody! try all the goldfish flavours